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Something

Is missing in me and I don't know what it is. I'm reading a lot lately. I'm listening to music a lot lately. And lately, I feel like I just want to curl into myself and stay there for a while.

Is it depression? I don't really know.

Hubby is working Renn Faire. Kiddlings are with dads on the weekend and I get to go to Hell during the week.

A light of hope for ME may be shining in the future but that will only be told in time. W the Red gave me heads up about it and said not to hold my breath and believe me, I won't, because I know where that line of thinking that she told me about has gone before - no where.

I pray every day that DH finds a good job. He's been on the wild job hunt now for a week. Hunting like a mad man.

I am so ready just to collapse.

What is missing? What am I missing?

Besides my DH and my kiddlings?

I don't know. I can't put my finger on it. And reading and music only fill me for a very short period of time.

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modelveracity
Sep. 8th, 2003 05:39 am (UTC)
I'm interested to know what your conclusion is!
perdita_saxon
Sep. 8th, 2003 11:08 am (UTC)
A life without
the extreme sort of stress that you have...

A life where for once you have a $afety net. You don't have to worry about the next paycheck.

Time to spend with kids and not feel so entirely freaking rushed every day??
sorcha999
Sep. 9th, 2003 05:25 am (UTC)
Re: A life without
Yeah this would be nice for all of us to have. :-)

Can I have one too?
modelveracity
Sep. 10th, 2003 05:14 am (UTC)
Re: A life without
I think we'd all get bored if we didn't have challenges to face; things to do. However, I guess we don't know until we get what we think we want. Be careful what you wish for, you justly might get it.
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