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The last few days have been interesting to say the least.



Putting out (or starting?) fires that need it - ie - giving ammunition to Dita, like she needs any more, but extra is always helpful. Mom says you're welcome, she was glad to be of assistance.

Talking and being talked out of the crazy tree.

Rescheduling an interview that I really didn't want to go to anyway - but now I have no further excuses and I have to go sit for over 4 hours for the interview on Wednesday.

The one thing I have going on is that CJM's therapist wants to put him into group therapy - she STRONGLY suggests it. It runs six weeks starting Monday, March 22 from 5-6 pm.

If I'm working, and Stan is working, this will not work. Unfortunately I have been told that the next group will start in the summer and run during the afternoon when we would be at work. Then when it restarts in the Fall / Winter it will again be at the 5-6 time slot.

Therapist said that it would be in his best interest if I am working to leave work early to get him to therapy.

The craziness there is that I would leave Mason via Tylersville Road, drive to Middletown, pick him up from daycare on Tytus to run BACK to Hamilhell. Which means that in order for me to get him to the session by 5 I would have to leave work at 3 every Monday. Additionally, I would have to take one Friday morning off per month to go to family time with his therapist in order to talk about that.

CJM is just freaking out about me going back to work. He is doing everything but turning himself inside out whenever I say I'm thinking about it. One more time and he may actually accomplish that.

The most viable solution, since Stan is really adament about me going back to work - I mean trying to guilt trip me (yes honey, you are, from my perspective), laying it on uber thick - is to go back and talk to Tim about working ONE DAY a week and letting Tim know in no uncertain terms that I cannot work more days than that one.

But hell, he knows how I work. He got more work out of me in that one Thursday when I went in for his new person than he had gotten out of her in an entire month.

She's just so timid. I always wonder if I'm a bitch but I've learned to be aggressive because I had to or be run over. Which is the stance I would have to take with Tim IF I talked to him about working that one day.

No, he would not be able to sucker me back into full time. Hell no! I'm the happiest person in the world right now. I've never been happier. But if I absolutely have no other choice than going back to work, he is the lesser of two evils because with him I can write my own ticket.

Sure, I won't have benefits extraordinare - but I think I can get a reasonable sum out of him for pay. Hey, if he wants me that badly, he'll pay.

I just want to do the best thing for my family and for myself. How can I take care of us all and still reach the desired results and the desired goals.

My brain is about to explode.

I have kiddlings this weekend, for that I'm very happy. I enjoy these weekends where I don't have to RUN like a chicken with my head cut off. I can just be mom, and let my kids play, and take them out for lunch or shopping or whatever. Plus mom tends to get one or the other or both.

Not this weekend though because now she has what I had for 3 weeks.

I'm still not totally over my cough, and my sinuses are still runny, but I'm back on my vitamins and that has been a total help and blessing. Energey is returning. Spring is on its way!

Though it does suck that we had two days - one in the upper 60s and one in the lower 70s - that were so nice and pleasant. Except for the rain. But I can stand the rain better if its warm outside than if its cold. And now we are back into the middle 40s. Ugh. Sigh.

Well, that's it for my blathering. I wish for a girl's night out where we can just go sit and gossip and chat and eat bazert (how BBK pronounces it right now) and drink coffee. I don't care how many of us there are, as long as there is me and someone else, I will be totally content with that.

I just wish I knew of a place that was more in the middle for all of us to meet. Unfortuantely, either you have to come this direction more than half way or I have to drive in that direction more than half way. Another sigh.

Such is our lives - working and being mothers or on the go in general and going crazy.

Love to you all!

*SWAK*

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perdita_saxon
Mar. 8th, 2004 07:49 am (UTC)
I like ammo
I saw KK friday and told her that Princess was going to Hamilhell.
This thursday I have a conference with preschool - they do this once a year.
Kindergarten will be fun and exciting.
eyes_of_beauty
Mar. 8th, 2004 08:24 am (UTC)
Re: I like ammo
KK told me she saw you.

Kindergarten HAS been fun, for both of us on this end.

Which elementary school will Princess be going to?
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