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Weekend sucked

It all started on Friday after reading the PTSD thing online. I'm now wondering why I did that to myself.

Other than I was curious about PTSD.

I immediately felt down. I was constantly on the verge of tears.

I did a lot of thinking. In relation to job and personal relationships.

I see how PTSD has affected my work. I see how it has affected my personal relationships.

I hate it.

I still have my headache, but I'm coming out of my funk. Slowly.

I don't want to be here at work of course - per usual.

This would have been a nice day to sleep in.

But I felt that I pushed myself this weekend. I pushed myself to be social at the hospital to see my new niece who was born on Saturday morning. I pushed myself to be social at a family birthday party.

I felt all dead. I felt lethargic.

If I could have stayed in bed the entire weekend, I would have been more than happy to do so.

I don't think I got out of my jammies on Sunday until 4 p.m.

I hate feeling like this.

I don't quite recall ever feeling this badly before. Maybe I have and my mind, in its infinite wisdom, chose to block it out.

The weekend sucked. The only bright spot was my niece being born on her parents' wedding anniversary.

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