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Last Night I Had The Strangest Dream

No, it wasn't about a little row boat to China either.

I had this dream that bigstan and myself were somewhere that I totally do not know where but it was bizzare. I was in the mood for love and I got him all hot and bothered and naked and what does he tell me? He tells me that I can give him a BJ but nothing more. He refused love making.

It hurt. That is so totally NOT him.

I know it was just a dream so I did not wake up mad at him. But as it was hot in the room, he was far away from me on the bed. So when I got up and was getting ready for work I went in and woke him up for a short cuddle. He wrapped his arms around me and I dozed for a few before I got up and got the kids up and ready.

The cuddle was wonderful. That's the best way to start the day.

Only I'm so tired. I'm ready to go back to sleep. My eyes are heavy. My body is ready to collapse.

I don't want to work any more. I want to be stay-at-home mom now. But I can't. Suck. Sigh.


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Jun. 18th, 2003 09:16 am (UTC)
Being a model of Responsibility
I see your point - being a stay at home mom seems to be your goal, and seems to have been for quite some time. However, when we can't achieve our goals, at least not now, we can be a Model of Responsibility for our children, according to this society's guidelines.

Besides - if you weren't working, you'd be bored, even with the children! Adults need Adult interaction!

All the best!
Jun. 18th, 2003 09:49 am (UTC)
Re: Being a model of Responsibility
Adults need Adult interaction!

True. But I know I'd find it somewhere. I'd keep busy with house and Bug isn't working so I have her and the nieces.

Plus there is Papaw and lunch with mom.

And Meg down the street (yipee - can't you see the enthusiasim in that one?) *giggles*

Its like, I have so much to do as an employee yet I have so much waiting for me in my day to day life outside of my employee self. I just would rather be out there than in here.
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