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The weekend was nice. Nice to have time off but also missed my family.

But I just keep talking to bigstan and praying that he finds a job where I can quit this one and be a SAHM.

I'm thinking of my kids needs but I also realize that I'm also thinking of my own.

I need to be SAHM. I need my kids. I need to be with my kids.

Yes, we need an income. But why should I alone be the only one who can provide this?

bigstan is looking for a job. It is a tough world out there right now.

So every moment I get to pray I do, asking that something will come along for him, for us, so that he can work, go to school, and I can stay home.

I'm not saying I don't want to work. If I could find freelance work from home stuff, I'd be all about that. But the chances of finding that in my field are slim to none. No attorney wants their files or anything out of their offices.

Hell, I'll do billing if I have to!

As long as someone would set me up for this!

But that wouldn't happen either.

So my prayers are going up. That bigstan finds a decent paying job - with benefits that are much needed by both of us.

To those of you who know who you are - please pray with me.

XXXOOO

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lluna_girl
Sep. 2nd, 2003 09:03 am (UTC)
Good luck to you and to bigstan. It is a horrible time right now to try to find a job, but hopefully you'll be able to do it. Believe me, if I could, I would trade you in a heartbeat. I AM a SAHM, and I am most definately not meant to be!!! heheheh
Good luck again, and I will send out a few prayers too.
eyes_of_beauty
Sep. 2nd, 2003 10:11 am (UTC)
Thank you Terri! It means a lot!
writanya
Sep. 2nd, 2003 09:23 am (UTC)
I purpose that we all get a 3 floor house that needs some work so that we can buy it cheap. Make the men work and us girls stay at home with the kids and do the repairs to the house. We all get a floor and a nice back yard.
eyes_of_beauty
Sep. 2nd, 2003 10:10 am (UTC)
Amen Sister!
I am in total agreement with this.

Enough bedrooms for all - including kiddlings

And definitely a computer room. bigstan INSISTS on a computer room.

:)
writanya
Sep. 2nd, 2003 10:12 am (UTC)
Re: Amen Sister!
Not a problem we will have one computer per family and put them all in a big room with a hub. The basment can be where I make all the soap stuff and we can sell that from the house in wholesale. We still work but never have to leave the kids.
eyes_of_beauty
Sep. 2nd, 2003 11:08 am (UTC)
Re: Amen Sister!
Only one computer per family? Are you kidding?

Oh, and we need to get going on working out homeowner's insurance.
fayted
Sep. 2nd, 2003 10:32 am (UTC)
May I suggest, perhaps, Citicorp? *dun dun duuuunnnn* they are taking over the world you know...and I get a referal bonus which I would happily split with you all *grin* Managers get paid unbelievably well, and their tech/comp people *just looks skyward for a moment* whew!
go to their website and check it out maybe. Just a biased option.
eyes_of_beauty
Sep. 2nd, 2003 11:06 am (UTC)
Suggestions Always Welcome
Email info to bigstan at sholmes@acme.com

Thanks Lady!
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